Feeling so siannn today..... Had Chem for first lesson and smartly did not know how to do ANYTHING. So gonna fail that, no doubt >:(

I just feel so slack.... I don't feel like doing, or studying anything. I know I'm supposed to start with revision for EOYs already but I just can't seem to bring myself to really start, though I did a bit of Bio yesterday, but it's so little it's almost insignificant :P

I have a feeling I'm probably going to regret this looking back after my EOYs XD

Life is beautiful:)

Now I finally understand what they mean when they say "life is beautiful" . Life IS beautiful, if you want it to be. Life IS beautiful, if you look at it with the right mind and positively, of course. Life is beautiful when we have gratitude. When we treasure everything or feeling we have, no matter how big or how small, how significant or insignificant.

How do you learn to appreciate these things then? Simple. It just takes a little effort in the beginning, and later, it will just come naturally, it becomes part of who you are. You would become a grateful person. Just think of the things, the simplest and smallest things we see, touch or feel everyday. It could be your school bag, for instance. Now, imagine it didn't exist in the first place. Imagine school bags seized to exist. Wouldnt you have to carry all your stuff to school by hand everyday? Now... That would include your iPad, notepad, homework file, pencil case, textbooks, workbooks, diary, water bottle, handphone, wallet........ Imagine carrying all those everyday with your bare hands! How they would fall all the time, how you would lose them with just the least carelessness, how difficult to try to carry them all at a time... Now, school bags exist again. All you got to do is just pop them into the bag and woallah! You have two empty hands. Now you love your school bag don't you?

Just do that for the things you come by. Like laughter, how it brightens up your day just that little tiny weeny bit. But it does. It makes our day just that little bit less dreading to go through. These are the little things that make up life. Learn to appreciate them and it would be a whole new, beautiful world <3<3<3

Tippie toes:))))

I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS SAT AND SUN. IM FINALLY GONNA GET MY POINT SHOESSSSSSSS :DDDDDD

Spoke to Ms Kee and she said she will let me join her intermediate class and then get point shoes for me to try out myself XD Ohmygosh can't wait!!

Kinda afraid but then again also looking forward to this fri's xiuse perf!! Just hope my fan decides to be nice and not tangle in my belt :P BUT THE MOST IRRITATING THING IS THAT WE HAVE CROSS COUNTRY BEFORE THAT :( sighs.....

The proposal for Urban Dance Interest Group is going well! It's going to be like a group of modern and chinese dancers who are interested in hip hop, bboy, whacking, STREET JAZZ, etc... Then we will have lessons on weds and invite EXTERNAL INSTRUCTORS to come teach us!! ~~~~~~ wheeeee~~~ supposed to go meet Mrs Mae Ho tmr, hope it goes well! *fingers crossed*

On the other hand, EOYs are coming in another 5 weeks. SHIT, HAVEN STARTED STUDYING YET. SIGHS, URGH AND I WANNA TRY TO DO WELL LEHHHHH, BUT IM TOO LAZY TO START. hmmm... Maybe I'll start today..... m.....a......y......b......e..............not?

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRR

OVERRRRRR I SAY:DDDDDD
Oh no, new worries..... Gotta learn and train up dance for upcoming lead role performance..... XPPPPPPPP

Haha, I haven't posted here in so loooooooooooong!!!

Crushing...

Is crushing on someone a bad thing? If not, why do we get punished for it?
It's weird in a way... When I guy tells a girl he likes her, the girl will be like we can only be friends. T when a girl tells a guy she likes him, he treats her like some stranger or weirdo or something... I've made that mistake once, not going to repeat it, ever.
Can people see through you? Who knows?

Where done is nice to u, is it natural u will like them?? Then if u ever let ur secret slip, then they will just be real mean to you. Al least saying rude things are not that bad, not as bad as totally completely ignoring you.

I think.. When u crush in someone, u kinda want them in ur life forever... Bcuz they make u feel complete, cherished. But if one told her crush she liked him and he goes to ignoring her, then what is the use? It's just the total opposite, it just breaks ur heart.... So, I shall be quiet and keep my secrets well....

3rd March?!?! tmr???!!!

Oh no..... I'm damn scared man. I noe this sounds a bit ridiculous since I am not competing but..... It's still scary.... It's weird how many things one can worry about when one wants to worry....

What if... I go there too early and nobody is there?
What if its raining?
What if I cannot find my friend?
What if I get lost there?
What if I bump into somebody I don't wanna bump into?
What if she wins the bet?
What if I didn't bring enough money?
What if i embarrass myself?

Oh god... Look at what I'm worrying about.... But I'll be proud for my fren if she wins the bet, when she wins the bet... But the consequences..... Why did I even agree to the bet in the first place? No.... This is not happening.... Tell me this is not happening.... Nononnonnonoon....... ARGH.... SOMEBODY SAVE ME!

Michael's Bday tomorrow

it is Michael's birthday tomorrow and i still donno what i will do...
Maybe i will post many things about him.
Do more charity too!

Kitchen pipe system stuck and overflowed

Ya... it overflowed.
i was washing the dishes and it flowed out from beneath.
my mom had to open up the pipe and practically dig up all those stuff inside.
It stunk. Truly stunk. Like never before has anything stunk this bad to me. Even rubbish or a moldy bread.
It was bad.
Poor mum had to clear it all up.
I couldn't even go anywhere near it cuz if i went there, i felt like puking...
Turned out it was all tiles.
Small, chipped pieces of tiles.
We suspect it is from upstairs cuz they are renovating.
Besides, my dad cleared it  a few months ago.
How could it get stuck so fast if it were food?
Gosh it stunk sooo bad...

Piano Exam Grade 5

I took my grade 5 piano exam on friday.
how did i do?
Screwed it.
Really.
I really embarrassed myself.
I practically did everything wrong.
wrong
Wrong
WRONG!
Oh My...
My parents said if i fail i will not get to continue and learn.
What will i do?

Eww...

Well, u guessed right... it happened again.
In the park.
Guys from Bangladesh perhaps, playing Cricket.
Then a guy pausing to take a drink, gave me that look.
Disgusting, i wanted to puke.
Luckily i was carrying my little cousin, if not, i have no idea what i would do to him.
I just walked past like i didn't notice him, talking to my little cousin on my back.
Irritating, sick minded people...

Again???

OMG!

What is wrong with these people?
The same thing happened again, in the same week!
I am sooooo disgusted!!!
This time, a guy leaned over the handrails of the escalator and called me baby...
I am so very disgusted.
These people are sick!
They make me wanna puke...
I never thought this was how the society is...
I never got these disgusting experiences until like this year?
This is so sick man....
EWWWWWWWIIIEEEE!!!!

Something wiered, that i never thought would happen to me...

On Tuesday, i had CCA until 6 plus. Then, i took the bus home. When i got off the bus in Eunos MRT station, a china guy whom is about 20 - 30 years old approached me...

He spoke in chinese. I thought he was gonna ask me for directions but instead, he asked me if i would be his friend. I was curious so i asked why. He replied, saying something like he felt that i was quite suitable or something like that. I then quickly replied that i was hurrying for the train and had to leave already. With that, i rushed to the into the MRT station.

I am so disgusted! I mean, how old am i? Why would he ask me to be his friend and what did he mean when he said 'i was quite suitable'? Only God knows what he meant and what his motives were. Luckily, there were many people around then!

Ewwwwwww!!!!!